
Just about all of us have golf goals to achieve. Break 90; break 80; single digit handicap; no double bogeys for the round. Hit ten fairways; hit nine greens. The list is long.
My longtime goal has been to shoot under par for 18 holes. I've been able to shoot under par for nine holes many times. But I could never put two nines together. And when I was in the process of a career round, my brain went into overdrive. I couldn't play shot to shot. That two under through 14 became a three over for the round. It was frustrating.
Yesterday, I fought off the demons.
I was paired at my home course, Coyote Creek Golf Club in Fort Wayne, IN with three excellent golfers and good friends, Mark Bickel, Jeff Miller, and Tom Putman. We were playing our normal Nassau. Three of us were walking, and I had my bag on my back as usual. We were playing from our White Tees at 6209 yards.
On the driving range before the round, I was fighting a hook, even a snap hook. I teed off second on number one and what did I hit? A snap. Fortunately, the first hole is a par five and I was able to get the next shot through some trees (luckily) back into the fairway. I was able to make a par and as I walked to the second tee, I had my normal thoughts for fighting the snaps: weaker grip, quiet lower body and take it back low and slow. It worked for several holes but I was still uncomfortable with every tee shot, even on the par threes. My only decent drives were on six and nine.
By the time the front nine was complete, I had made nine straight pars but only hit two fairways and three greens. I was chipping sufficiently and making every putt. A 20 footer on three, a twelve footer on five, a curling downhiller on seven. Even a sand save on eight. So that was a good nine for somebody who is unsure what kind of shot is going to come off the driver.
The tenth hole is a par four and I rushed my drive, hitting another snap and was blocked from the green. I didn't try to hit a "one in twenty" shot, took my medicine and hit a wedge over a pine tree (below) to about 45 yards short of the hole.
I parred the eleventh and after a mediocre drive on the short par four twelfth, hit my second shot to ten feet and made birdie. I was one under with six to play.
This is where my brain engaged and for the next six holes, a wrestling match occurred. "One shot at a time" I told myself over and over again. Do not think ahead to the remaining holes. As a walker, I was able to stay away from the others (or they stayed away from me). I'm sure they had a sense of where I stood and it was like a baseball pitcher in the midst of a perfect game or no-hitter...you avoid the pitcher and make no comments about what is happening.
I hit a nice long draw on thirteen but unluckily, it didn't make it all the way to the fairway, stopping in the rough three yards right of the fairway but on the side of a small knob. The ball was two feet above my feet and the next shot would be like a baseball swing. But I aimed to the right side of the green and hit a controlled pitching wedge to twenty feet and walked away with par.
Fourteen is a par three over water and I hit a draw at the pin that settled just onto the fringe, pin high left and got down in two for another par.
On the fifteenth tee, to give my mind a break, I engaged the others in a conversation about senior softball bats, how I had used one for the first time the previous Monday evening and was stunned at how "hot" they are. My drive was OK on fifteen, a par five where most golfers lay up for a short shot onto an elevated green. I was right, in the rough, the ball slightly above my feet and chose an 8-iron to leave a third shot of 100 yards. My target was the bridge over the creek.
One under with three holes to go.
Two days earlier, I stood on the sixteenth tee, four over par and knew I was going to shoot another round in the seventies. But I finished bogey, double-bogey, bogey and shot 80, wasting fifteen holes of decent golf.
I promised myself that would not happen today. Sixteen is the number four handicap hole, a par four to an elevated green protected by a large trap in front and with a diabolical green pitched left to right and back to front. My drive was nearly a snap but thankfully more of a strong draw and again, although in the left rough, I had only a wedge to the green. It hit near the pin and rolled to the back fringe from where I was able to two-putt.
Seventeen is the final par three, over 200 yards to a large green pitched left to right and back to front. And it's the number two handicap hole on the course.
Eighteen is a par five, dogleg left, fairly easy. There's a trap 220 yards out on the left and trees and out-of bounds on the right. I tend to guard against hitting it right into the trees or out of bounds. So I normally aim just right of the trap.
I swung but the ball was nestled too deeply in the grass and I advanced it only 40 yards. I had 200 yards left to a green guarded by water left, traps in front and short right, and out of bounds deep and right.
I got lucky again for the second time in four holes. The ball splashed in the shallow trap, three feet from the back of the trap and bounced softly above it. Four more feet and it would have bounded out of bounds.
Now hole high, I was facing an 80 foot chip. Still fighting anxiousness, I hit a mediocre chip twelve feet below the pin. But the putt was straight and I was able to calmly stroke it in the middle.
I breathed a big sigh of relief. I had finally won that many decades struggle with my mind. You need certain golf skills but when it comes right down to it, achieving a goal in golf is mental, whatever that goal is.
I hit just one fairway on the back nine and only four greens but shot 35. I had 12 putts on each side and only 24 for the round. I hit three fairways and seven greens but still shot 71.
I never would have guessed that on a day where my driving was such a struggle that I would achieve a feat at age 67 I had waited 53 years to accomplish. I received two huge breaks on the back nine and there's no question my round would have gone the way of so many others without them.
More than 25 years ago, a pro at one of Fort Wayne's muni courses told me that once you break par the first time, it gets easier to do it again.
We will see.